Not only do I not know whether what I've done was right or wrong, I don't even really know whether or not I've done it.

Plus I'm freezing cold. And tired and jittery and hungry and cranky. All of which leads me to believe that I've screwed up. Or maybe it's just that it's cold out and I got up at 4 this morning and I had coffee and I (like anyone else) need to eat, and all of that is making me cranky. I don't know.

I sure didn't expect things to turn out like this, that's one thing I can say with confidence.

Should it ever be in doubt, no, I don't know what the hell I'm doing.