I'm a little nuts these days and I know it. Just looking to fill up time. It's Monday now. It felt like Monday would never get here. Monday is not so far from Friday. Not at all.

Nothing feels real, not even sleep. I'm dreaming all the time... I wake up and there are dream bits still floating around in my head, and I close my eyes experimentally to see if I can get back into the dream, but it's too late, I'm wide awake. School doesn't feel real. Work. Am I really going to see Curtis in four days? I feel like he's vanished.

Yes, I know, melodrama melodrama. But I really do feel like I've been cut loose from everything. Just floating through.