Feeling all lonely and weird and not knowing why and then suddenly realizing that I'm a few hours late taking my medication. Could that be why? I really have no idea, but it's certainly worth a shot if that might possibly help.

Emily's stuff is all here. We loaded it into her family's van and Julie's station wagon. We drove back here and unloaded it. Altogether, combined with the fact that I think we all got up pretty early this morning, it was really tiring. I fell asleep watching basketball an hour ago... and it was even exciting basketball.

I don't know what to do with myself now except change into pajamas and sleep. Maybe read some more Hobbit first. I feel like eating chocolate, but of course I have none. I have lots and lots of stuff I need to get rid of before we move, which it looks like will be happening at the end of this week.

Still worried about what Ronda is going to say to me when I see her next. Mike said she was really upset about what she read here, which is Not Good. I'll figure it out. I'll figure out what to do. I have to take responsibility for what I say, even if it ends up reaching people it was never supposed to reach.

Nathaniel is watching one of my R.E.M. DVDs at a phenomenal volume. I already asked him once to turn it down, and he didn't. Brenden has decided that he is going to co-opt our comfy orange couch to use as a bed in the new apartment. Nathaniel and I both tried to communicate to him how rude that is, to take something we've had in the common room for a year and keep anyone else from using it, and tried to convince him that he should leave it in the living room because it's a nice thing to do. To my knowledge, Brenden does not do things because they are nice things to do. Well, sometimes he does. But he's so contrary... I feel like he might be more likely to take the couch now that we've made it so clear that we don't want him to do it.

The sidewinder sleeps on his back, or so I'm told.

It's raining. It's been raining on and off all day.

I wish I had some milk. Then I could make hot chocolate. I think a cup of Suisse Mocha is perhaps in order.